Thursday, September 19, 2024

My first day...

On 30/8/2024, I checked my college's website. There, I encountered the reopening date. I was so elated. For the past few days, I hadn't visited it. You know what, the excitement that I got was immeasurable. My grandfather was even more excited than me πŸ˜†πŸ˜†. I started to count my days. Left a weekπŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡.Packing is one of my hobbies. And when I was doing it, I felt a change ( responsibility)☺☺. Finally, the day came and we were off to Coimbatore. I was very strong initially, but after reaching the college my first challenge was awaiting. Since we had admission on Sunday, I didn't get proper instruction about the hostel fee. So no room was alloted to me. When I heard this, I was taken aback. I had dreamt of being in my room, making fun 🀣🀣etc.... But all my dreams were washed away. I started to weep and as a result my mom did the same. I had never let my mom down. She apologized a lot to me and that made me fret. Before biding a farewell, we left some tears. I had planned to be strong enough but after meeting this problem I had no stregnth. I had earned friends and put my cot under fan and light (thought like a genius😁😁). But after experiencing, I felt really bad about me. My mind wasn't with me. It was just roaming here and there. Couldn't mitigate. Mosquitoes had some contribution in the trouble.Then I was alright until Monday morning🌞🌞. I bathed in cold water ( first time ever in my life with no feelings). Ate my breakfast and cried a lot. I got nostalgic and found everyone in the room speaking to their parents. I called my mum and she told that if I cried anymore, then she would stop speaking to me 😞😞... I calmed myself and carried my works with dissatisfaction πŸ˜’πŸ˜’.. 

To be continued...... 

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